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Friday, January 11, 2013

" व्यथा मन की "


बैठा इस मंज़र पर सोच रहा मैं बीता हुआ कल
इंसान हूँ अन्यथा कर पाता समय को बदल ...
ज़िन्दगी के इस इम्तिहान मैं जीत होगी आज नहीं तो कल 
कि कीचड़ के बीच ही खिलता है कमल  ...

कुछ पल अपने अंतर्मन के लिए जिया मैं 
ज़िन्दगी के सही मायने पहचान न पाया मैं ...
लोगों के शंका में छुप गई मेरी प्रतिभा 
भूल गया की हर इंसान में ही बसी है उसकी आभा ...

दुविधा मेरे जीवन का हिस्सा बन गए  
लक्ष्य जो थे मेरे वह बीता हुआ किस्सा बन गए ...
अनजानी राहों में ढूँढ रहा मैं अपना ठिकाना 
मंज़र पे खड़ा इस असमंझस में की कहाँ है मुझे जाना ...

जिम्मेदारियों का आहिस्ता आहिस्ता बढ़ता हुआ बोझ 
अपेक्षाओं की उधड बुन में कर रहा अपने ज़मीर की खोज ...
ज़िन्दगी का मार्गदर्शक अब सिर्फ मन नहीं रह गया 
क्यूँकि अब सफलता का चिन्ह चंद रुपये बन के रह गया ...

सीख संसार के पाठ इस राह पर मैं फ़िर चल पड़ा 
समय मेरे भी अनुकूल होगा इस विश्वास के साथ मेरा हर पग बढ़ा ...
मुश्किल समय में जिनका साथ रहा उनका हूँ मैं सदा शुक्रगुज़ार 
सत्य है की विश्वास और सच्चाई ही हमेशा रहेंगे जीवन के आधार ...


Thursday, January 3, 2013

"Why i wanted to be a CA (Chartered Accountant)"


                          “WHY I WANTED TO BE A C.A?”

       I wanted to be a CA because:-
  • I was judged by the society on the degrees I have to my credit…
  • I was judged by the balance I maintain in bank account…
  • I was judged by the wheels I drive rather the passion which drives me…
  • I was judged by the size of my apartment rather the size of my dreams…
  • I was judged by the quantum of earning rather than the quantum of potential I have…
  • I was judged by the two alphabets C.A which would put on smiles for a lifetime on two persons (Parents)…
  • I was judged by the %age of marks I secured but not the %age of interest I have…
  • I was judged by the outside appearance but ignoring what I am beneath…
  • I was judged on what was my Pay rather what my heart Says…
  • I was judged only on the attempts I made to clear ignoring that with every attempt there was fear & my passion was not near…
  • I was judged by how I carry myself but ignoring what carries me...
  • I was judged not on emotional security I would have provided,  but the economic security which I possess…
  • I was judged on how accountable I am towards others rather than how accountable I am to my inner soul…
  • I  was judged not on my abilities but what I should be capable of…
  • I was judged on the parameters set by others rather than the height I wished to achieve…
  • I was judged on "NOT WHO I AM” but “WHO I SHOULD BE”


                                Life Summary (AUDIT REPORT)

Journey of my life until now had events (TRANSACTIONS) which were treated as per society standards (AS) based on assumptions (A/c ASSUMPTIONS) being recorded accurately so that social and personal spheres are balanced (TRIAL BALANCE). Emphasis was laid always on the surplus I had (P&L A/c), to cater to the non exhaustive needs (GOING CONCERN). Passion was (DEFERRED) to provide for (CONTINGENCIES) ,were treated in line with commitments towards others  (LIABILITIES) , to balance the life urged a need to create (ASSETS) which were always made to reassess at (MARKET VALUE) and with every subsequent increase there was a permanent place for (CREDITORS) & (LOANS). Satisfaction was made directly proportional to the (BANK BALANCE)

All this was carried on with only one exception being that the affairs (BALANCE SHEET) were never made to be presented in a true and fair manner.

Efforts are now directed to make sure that my passion and interests no more remain as mere (FOOT  NOTES)